Touching down, feeling so lost. All my plans on what to do the first thing I touch down, things to buy, where to go, what’s next, etc. My mind was blank. I didn’t feel anything at all—I didnt know what or how to react. All I know was, I’m now in UK. a thousand miles away. No one here. No friends. No anyone. Just myself. Lugging my baggage around with me, I felt so awkward. I felt quite upset: my friends were celebrating New Year’s back in SG. I was all alone here, lost soul. Did I make the right choice? Getting dumped just to pursue my studies in the UK, all alone here while everyone’s back there, will I be able to make it here in uni. So many thoughts, so troubled.
-31st December 2013